I
think long-time readers of my blog will agree that I’m not usually one to court
controversy. Mostly this blog is filled with my hobby projects, news about my
writing, a bit about travel, and the occasional ‘thought piece’.
Yesterday’s
blog post, Is Wargaming Getting Too Easy, started off as one of the later.
Only after I had written it, did I realize that I had given it a slightly ‘provocative’
title (well, in wargamer terms anyway). Once I realized that, I admit, I
decided to run a little experiment. I wondered if I could get the piece to go viral.
So, I put up links to it on a number of forums and Facebook groups of which I am a member.
The
effect was nearly instantaneous. Comments started flooding back. In only a few
hours there was so much discussion going on in different places that I could no
longer keep up with it. Overnight, the blog has become my 7th
most viewed blog-post of all time (with about 5,000 views, so we still aren’t
exactly talking a global scale here).
There
has been a lot of interesting discussion, most of it civil, though there were a
few calls of ‘elitism’. In a few places I joined in the discussion, and at one
point even updated the original post (to include the final paragraph). It was
all kind of fun and exciting, briefly.
This
morning though, I felt differently. As I sat down to do my morning writing
(the deadline for Ghost Archipelago: Gods of Fire is looming), my head was
still buzzing with all of the discussion. I couldn’t help myself, but I checked
all of the various threads again. This, of course, only increased the headbuzz.
I
got my writing done this morning, eventually, but it was a real struggle.
I
have learned an important lesson. While it is certainly fun to watch my blog
numbers scroll up, it isn’t worth making that a goal. It isn’t fun to try to keep up with a
conversation that is moving at the speed of the internet, and breaking into all
kinds of sub-conversations. More importantly, it isn’t fun to have your head
filled with endless chatter, even on a topic you find interesting.
So,
it is time for me to withdraw from the conversation. Many thanks for everyone
who posted here on the blog. This part I enjoy. One little conversation that I
can follow and control. My own little corner of the internet, with a select group of people who actually come here because we share perspectives and interests, even if we don't always agree on every point.
Tomorrow - back to figure painting!